who i was, who i am, who i would be

its already 5 in the morning and i haven't slept yet. nandito kase ako sa bahay ng dati kong classmate nung elementary. we are three in number including the host. naglaro lang kami ng baraha buong magdamag. and since they're already asleep (the other two "hoodlums" under my control /gg) i find this time a little sincere to start a new post in my blog.

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who i was.
i was a young child then (young pa rin nman ako hnggng ngaun, kya ang mas magandang sabihin eh "when i was younger") hindi ko pa alam kung anu yung mga pinagkaiba ng mga dapat sa hindi dapat. yung tama sa mali. so a span of about 17 years made it a little different. those 17 years, i went through different schools, 4 schools to be exact. and i never regret anything ive done since. kase ang pinaniniwalaan ko eh kung may pumalpak na khit isa lang dun eh may malaking pagbabago sa ngayon(prang kpareho lang ng so-called Chaos Theory)

ive met many persons since. ive met almost every kind of people, from being the plain simple to just being weird. all of them even in the simplest ways. they contributed to who i am.

who i am.
im a plain 17 year old boy, stays up late and sleeps through most of the day(pagkakain ko kase tulog na agad ang kasunon n ggwin eh), watches too much TV when the cable is on operation, listens to music up to the point that im the only one who knows the lyrics by heart and whatever plain 17 year olds do. dont want to be more comprehensive about it but i think you
know what i mean.

im currently here waiting for the sun to rise along the horizon. a more distinct sign its already morning aside from the regular clock. haha. i really dont know what to type(i think an aftermath of not having enough sleep, having popcorn for dinner and really doing nothing kundi ang pitikin ang kamay ng kaibigan ko hanggng sa mamula at mamaga.) and this experience will contribute again, to who i would be.


who i would be.
this statement is a little too difficult to answer. tomorrow is a sure uncertainty. but me, i know who i want to be but not sure if it is who i would be. i am sure i want to be a successful man in the future, a successful biologist to be exact. i want to be a successful biologist working at Roche Pharmaceutical or any big company about biotechnology. i also want to live in London, England with my family. these along with many of my dreams is what i want to be in the future.

who i want to be is not what exactly who i would be in the future. of course it depends on the circumstances and the choices i would be choosing. after all, life is all about about choices and more specifically, life is all about the choices we take.

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